live. love. and dream. a star that constantly burns in the sky.

Saturday, August 30, 2003

*Yawn*

I am REALLY BORED. And right now i feel VERY sick and i gots a headache and blahhh...*rubs eyes* im tired too....grr...argh argh....*acts like a pirate again* ARGHHHH!! arrrrggghhhhh *scowls* aarrrrrgghhh! ooo...okie, dat made me feel a *bit* better. but otherwise, still got that, "wat should i do?" thing going on. argh arghhhh ARGHHH...i just remembered, i gotz ta clean out my binders and stuff. holy flamoly. ya kno, i actually got a tan on my legs, now they're darker then my palm....oh nvm...nope, still pale. *sigh*!~ alrighty, well loooks like i should get to getting schol stuff ready...sayo!

~HoSHi*

ps. "fumikomuze akuseru kake hiki wa naisa sou dayo
youru wo nukeru
nejikomu sa saigo ni sashihiki zero sa sou dayo
hibi wo kezuru"
.....*head bangs*....

Friday, August 29, 2003

Hello...?

Yo...i kno ur supposed to b working on the blog boo, whenever i try to phone u it goes right to the answering machine...watz up wid dat?? ne wayz i thought id let u kno...byes~

~HoSHi*

Wednesday, August 27, 2003

No worries...

shinpainai! tomorrow we see eachother...we talk more bout it....*muah! thx ne wayz!

:-s

I couldn't fix your layout because my mom was sleeping in the room with the Photoshop computer...

I fix ASAP... *sigh* if only intanet was not so slow now... aw crap... am I going to be kicked out????

... *breathes*

Wow...

It's...it's....interesting...I have a few suggestions tho...otherwise....thk u for all ur hard work...^-^..
one thing I'm pissed off about...tho...is that u were up...@ 1:29 AM! *clenches fists* i stayed up on the computer till almost 1...and and and and...i left...if i only woulda waited a few more mintues! u woulda been on the comp too....cause i couldnt sleep ne wayz! omgosh...i really hope you're ok boo...did u get my e-mail??...u.u'' *hugz tightly*...ja~

~HoSHi*

Title? Interesting...

So there's a way to put the title automatically... hmm...

I updated your Blog Rei. I hope you don't mind. I screwed it up though... I forgot about the advertisement banner, so I had to move everything 50px down... So instead of having "daisuk?" and "?oshi" it's "daisuke" and "-|oshi", "-\strid" and half of "daisuki".

Damn... and it took me so long... After all that, I messed it up... And yes... I know it's not what you wanted... I'm sorry... I can put it back if you just say the word... *sigh*

Rei, I really need to talk to you... I hopes you're okay...

Tuesday, August 26, 2003

Me better now.
Me no let bad thingie hurt-e.
Nope.
Me protect precious people.
That what me do.
Me live to see the day when me and Boo happy, and then I live thro those happy days.
Yes I will.
No matter what.
...I'll need that extra courage and love. Thank God I've got that...^-~....thx Boo-chan...*muah!* goodnight!

~HoSHi*

All I want, is someone who cares for me...
That's all I wanted...
That person...cut...cut...cut...I eventually couldn't take it anymore. I cut also, I cut my connection to them, but
in the process, I cut a deep wound within myself.
Where is he? Where is he?
I wish I could talk to him.
But, he doesnt want to talk to me...else he'd phone me. I wont last tonight ...
Not without him...
God...God...why leave me alone at a time like this? I can't help but cry...I can't help but cry...it succeed...in...in...taking away the thing I find most dear..

Monday, August 25, 2003

The end?

I've noticed that this blog has little activity...on my part, but, especially on it's viewers part. No viewers=no purpose. I'm sure I haf many unread posts here, many expressions denyed of sharing. So, i think that I'll just give up here, even though I wrote often here when I was just trying to express myself...pouring myself out digitally. It kind of hurts to see this place go, but I don't think I'll write here anymore...I guess I'll just post on Boo's, but it's not the same, 'cause it's not mine. Pah, well, not like many care and not like many are reading/going to read this. So, you don't have to waste your time here ne more, although I'll leave the blog just in case any of you decide to give purpose to these unread blogs...Well, ja!

~HoSHi*

Sunday, August 24, 2003

made a few changes! ^-^

...wasnt must tho...^-^''

~HoSHi*